The girl with the curly blonde hair The girl who I think
about late at night wearing her leotard and her Take Five dance studio costume.
The girl who can do the no-handed aerial-cartwheel where she tucks her arms in
to her shoulders like dual pyramids as she becomes suspended in the pond of the
atmosphere above before landing perfectly. The girl I grew up with who my mom
used to babysit who walked barefoot in my back yard capturing fireflies in
transparent mason jars. The girl who is the cheerleading captain. The girl who,
a filched decade later in my life, will serve as the inspiration for the daffy
female protagonist of my thousand page tome of postmodernism. The girl who sat
next to me on the Bleachers when she giggled and asked if she could call my house
during her sleepover. The first girl I ever gave the digits of my phone number
to when she asked if she could call my house during her fifth grade birthday
sleepover and play an innocuous game called, “call a boy up and tell him a
joke.”
The girl who went to the purported rival high school in town
where she was the cheerleading captain. The girl whose brother is your age and
who was diagnosed with the same vile disease that stripped the breath of your
father from his body only he was able somehow to beat it.
The girl whose kiss I tried to kiss by the deep sea blue of
the stage curtain separating the gulping lip of stage from the remainder of the
audience in spring only to find her somehow, looking back at me, her face the color of cheap wine cooler, hitting the ashen dome of her cheek bone, smiling...
If it isn't autumn and you are in fifth grade.
If It isn't...
If it isn't autumn and you are in fifth grade.
If It isn't...
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